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[26 Mar 2008|08:40pm] |
people get second chances, right?!
i want to start all over again, new layout, new icons, new fo-banner, new account. theres way too much shit on here that i dont want to read again.
i'll keep everything on it, since it has all my concert shit on here, but don't expect me to post on this account again.
most likely i'll add you, but something can get in my progress and i forget you, so if you're important enough you should be on my new accounts' flist
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) killthepill is where it's at.
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[08 Mar 2008|10:19am] |
and now i just want it back. It was all worth it, the 5 hours waiting, the 3 hour sitting in a train [to the venue and back] the being pushed against everything where you can get pushed against. Getting my pants wet because the singer of nailpin threw a bottle between me and a girl, upsidedown. getting a pin-ish thing in my stumache, having all bruises and shit.
IT WAS ALL WORTH IT, believe me.
EDIT: VIDEOS. yes i'm still uploading, youtube wont take them and neither will photobucket, so i did it through this dutch site, which fucked up my filmquality, but the sounds still good.
Acoustic Time To Dance: http://www.myvideo.nl/watch/3613966
10 seconds of But its Better if you do: http://s6.photobucket.com/albums/y208/Jacq112/panic%20at%20the%20disco/?action=view¤t=P1000225-1.flv
Mad as rabbits: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uq9sxhWAg_g
The rest wont upload :| or it'll take me more than 2 hours, so if you want the other videos
[lying, shes a handsome woman, that green gentleman including brendons smile -melts- and some talking about the drawings that were made]
EMAIL ME : JACQUELINEMOERSCH790@MSN.COM OR JACWITHCAKE@AOL.COM
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[05 Mar 2008|05:05pm] |
THAT WOMAN BROUGHT THE WRONG PICTURE WITH HER, OR SHE SHOWED THE WRONG ONE.
you also know that they're so talking about my icon.
now, off-panic; its my birthday, nooone but my fam is going to show up.. so i dont care. really my friends can go fuck theirselves cause they got homework blabla.
on-panic again; 2 more days.
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[28 Feb 2008|09:31pm] |
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lol I suck. How much?
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This much.
If someone can answer these question, you get a free internetz cookie.
- Why is it that boys dont textmessage back when they're on vacation with their friends.
- Why am I so hungry after eating toast with jelly all day.
Oh and, I deleted some old journal entries. not all, even though they show you much of a newb i was when i started on livejournal.
just the ones involving exes, boys i dont like anymore and liars.
so sorry if your comment went missing, try the "missing things" department.
and i cant stand how much i need you tonight, but i need you.
I'm feeling high and i wanna fight. I want to kiss, but dont want to miss, you.
Tomorrows my birthday party. Hell yes, my mom wont buy the alcohol, so i will and 4 friends are bringing some with them.
Thanks to my brother with his mini fridge where we can hide it =]
8 days left to panic, you should see me bounce from wall to wall when i think about it. it's awesome, you should try it too.
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[28 Jan 2008|05:46pm] |
OOOOOHNOOO DUDE1!!!!
I GOT THROUGH THE AUDITIONS. i have to fucking sing and dance. are kiddin me, i cant sing. nofriggin way ;[
on the bright side; I HAVE A WHOLE WEEK OF FROM SCHOOL NOW yay.
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| We dont care for your laughs, we only want your tears. |
[22 Jan 2008|08:59pm] |
I dont know what to update with haha. So basically my life is boring..
I got glasses, -0.75. I dont wear them at home, cause I dont have any distance to look into, obviously.
Altho, i need to get contacts before 7th march (panic concert, yes i got tickets. i m sure i was the first one that bought it in my district lol i was one hour too early) cause i cant wear my glasses without having them crushed, and if i wont wear contacts all i see is panic at the blur, which i dont prefer.
In a week i'm going to a concert which i won tickets for, i dont even like them. its screamo, do i have to say more?
It's Bring me the horizon/ From autumn to ashes. I'll only be there to shoot some pics for the site where i got them. And taking a friend with me, Its a sold out concert, so i'd be pretty lame not to go cause i could make 2 other people happy with it.
But i wont, haha, basically because i have to pick them up, with my name and id card. I'm on the guest list, is that v.i.p?
anyway, getting a professional camera for my birthday (which is in like 43 days -march5th-) cause my cousin's getting a synthesizer. yayz.
I'm also kind off the a new photographer for a dutch magazine (Bite This! god i hope i got their name right) But they're without someone that'll publish it at the moment, so i just have to wait till they do. mostly will taking pictures at concert. I hope the time will come that it gets further than this.
Also, I got a ticket for new found glory, which noone wants. So i can either go, or just fuck up 15€ I think i'll go and shoot, again.
11/12 days till plain white t's yay.. except that Tom (singer) has asked Delilah(yes the girl from THAT song) out on a date AGAIN. and this time she said yes.. for the fame obviously. cause she didnt even liked him. and he said somewhere that she could be his guest to the grammy's and i bet she heard that. GOLDDIGGER!
Cornflakes own. kthnxbye.
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[07 Jan 2008|10:44pm] |
okaay, i've been like to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) fbr_trash and theres this thing about starfucker lana and crackwhore brendon, lol seriously. if you need a laugh. go there..
anyway, i got the tickets to panic -yesh- i'm seriously going to ask if the whole thing is true >:D and give him prezzies.
THE END
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| Audrey Kitching and Hayley Williams (mostly) |
[27 Dec 2007|11:42pm] |
I've been bored all day, so I went photoshopping.
results:
 ( i like her hair like this alot, tbh)
PS I TOTALLY FORGOT TO TELL, I HAD A FAKER FOR 2 DAYS, SHE PUT MY PICTURE AS HER DP AND EVERYONE WAS SAYIN, NICE PICZ. AND SHE THANKED THEM LIKE IT WAS HER. but now its over ^^
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[20 Dec 2007|01:04pm] |
Eeek. (xmas)prom is tonight.
I got this fugly dark purple.. its kind of alright, i just didnt want black
but the dress that i fell in love with was making me look like an elephant (due the sides of it not because i actually am one :x)
I have to buy freaking razors and food for my acrobatic guinea pigs. I should call them hamtaro or something, they're nameless. kinda, they actually have 10000 names because i cant make up my mind (so my future child is going to switch names 100x in a month)
I can't even remember them, i know something like one is: Dolce (SHOOT I ALREADY FORGOT HER SECOND NAME) linconl(??) ryden. and the other one somethnig like: gabbana scofield (yeahyeah prison break, shoot me) joncer.
Fuck I'm obsessed enough to call my guinea pigs after panic at the disco. whatever their new names are gonna be Erik and Donna (from that 70's show) altho they're both female, but who cares.
Next month another name switching.
Ew, i have new neighbours. ho ho ho, merry christmas, i want it to be march. the 5th (bday) & 6th(getting piercing) &25th( panic new album goddamnit)
edit: I'm probably getting my piercing earlier since i'm getting 50bucks for xmas and it costs 60. yay
paramore + newfound glory (paramore is actually the support, but i dont care) 22/2/08 <3
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[17 Nov 2007|01:48pm] |
srlsy. fuck this day.
i'm a massive trainwreck, traffic accident even when i'm on a bike.
i need money, but i cant work because im that much of a peoples person. i dont like being around strangers mkay.
only thing i actually would earn money with is (song)writing only thing is, i cant sing nor play any instrument right now.
and im not going to fucking pay someone to sing a demo, i'm supposed to make money out of it, not the singer.
suck my dick.
i need a good book in like 2 seconds. give me something to write about and i'll write your whole fantasies and fairytales in some playboy mansion with pete as hugh hefner. not that they're ever going to happen.
i must be the biggest whinocreep in your flist, dickshit. seriously. i need fucking clothes and the only one thats getting any is my brother
damn hardcore junkie. he already gotten shoes that must cost me my phone if i wanted them. and now hes going to some store where i wish i was.
i, i ,i fuckyes i'm so selfcentred -onlynotreally.
give me a forward machine and i'll forward to the day i pass my exams (for the second time, life is too boring) and leave this shit to go to america. puh-lease.
fux me in ninty nine problems but a bitch aint one when its nine in the afternoon.
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[14 Nov 2007|10:30pm] |
I have the best new goal ever. I'm learning myself to play guitar. i already can play the intro's of i write sins not tragedies, lying is the most fun, pressure, camisado, build god. and uhm thats about it.
My mom's a fucking sarcastic person i was all fucked up about learning myself to play guitar in 1 night and she was like: wow, now you can join/start a band. maybe -bandname- needs another guitarist.
tonight i was telling her that i want a guitar. and that i need a fucking electric one so i can buy one with smaller spaces between the frets. and shes 'oh so supportive' and tells me to save money. yello, why do you think i'm telling you i need one, dang it's almost christmas woman. (or 'sinterklaas' what we celebrate, its kinda the same as christmas) i'm going to ask a piercing from my grandma, i'm old enough to get one myself, but i know that if i have to save up money for it it will cost me like 3583365 years. asking guitar hero from my dad for christmas. holla.. i want it toobad.
other things i want are; sidekick3, tattoo, live in america, roadtrip through america, get the fuck out of this bored country with no good shops and only 1 starbucks. also i want the sudden gift of being able to sing. or play any instrument inmediatly.
i write song or whatever people call it these days, and i was like yay somewhere to dump them and they can sell it to big~ artists. but you need to fucking sing it and play music with it. wtf, isn't that why some songwriters write songs, because they can't sing. and if they can sing they probably would use them theirselves, its dumb as fuck.
i have this mood to write, so i'm like writing it here since all my goodies are offline and sleeping. pretending like anyone will actually read this. like who cares? i can write, thats good. i could just lock it, but then i'd be all 'aww noone can 'read' it' shithellass. i have testsperiod or .. something like that?
ugh, whatever. i'm going to stop writing like right now.
On second thought; does anyone knows where to find the tabs for brendon urie's song 'first try'? tyvm <3
xo
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| Goodnight nyc. |
[10 Nov 2007|02:13pm] |
It rains in the afternoon, oh it rains.
but i cant wait, to stand there and be with you
let the rain poor over me. let the words fly into your ear
I dont care who knows, because all i know is that i love you.. today
Maybe it will end when i wake up. finding another day to come
because who knows, where life takes us.
and when it breaks us. tears us up inside.
when we cry and we smile without passion.
the fire in our eyes is gone. so is the moon
it came back for the sun.
and all we can do is not showing that we care
because its our wedding and nobody can take it away
Except that alarm clock, waking me up today.There i stand looking at your face. It seems like you didn't had the same dream
I look at the ground and i watch back
and i cant believe my eyes what is happening in front of me.
She the girl with the filled hourglass. her lips are touching yours
i just cant believe it.
Let me run away, just today. to never be exposed.
Let me ignore this pain, feel the blame. you'll never know who knows
well.. i do, i just saw, you.
And this error in my brain, i thought you felt the same.
Suddenly everything is gone, and my clock is about to ring.
I wake up and found another day. I look next to me and there are you.
Lying next to me in this way, now I've forgotten everything i wanted to say.
I love you is that okay?
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[06 Nov 2007|09:44pm] |
Howdy mateys.
seriously, dont ask what i have. i'm kinda hyper right now.
So for the past weeks i haven't been on lj, well only on my rp >_<, kinda alot happened
that fugly boy, he asked me, and i kinda said yes but then it was like this aint gonna work lets see what god has in his mind for us.
so now nothing happened and i'm glad (SUPER GLAD) he's seriously getting more annoying by the day.
Anyway i also had tonsilitus or something like that. my tonsils (?) were infected so i couldnt swallow, eat or drink (even sleep) without pain for 2 weeks, so that sucked. i went to the docter he said it would be okay. Then it was gone for like 1/2 days and now its back but now i only feel it on the left side, and before i only felt it at the right side. Thats not good i suppose.
there's also something more to tell, but some of my rl friends are reading it, so i have to figure that out before spreading the news >.< no i'm not pregnant, i haven't found osama bin laden and i'm not taking bush's place. sorry kiddos.
and:
fuck tokiohotel for beating mcr, fob, 30stm and depeche mode at the ema's.
3/2/08 plain white t's ;D
kthnks <3
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| Like sunshine and rain at one place. |
[24 Sep 2007|05:33pm] |
Everytime i look at you, you disguss me.
But at the same time-
I look at your eyes and wants to swim in them.
Marry me and kill me again.
Close the door on your way out, and walk into my heart.
I never felt like this, like an ocean and a river at once.
Feeling something burning and still so ice cold.
Cry me a river and I'll float my boat in it.
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| PARAMORE, zomg. |
[15 Sep 2007|02:58pm] |
Here are the paramore pics, + the video i couldnt get up on youtube. ( for a pessimist - crushcrushcrush)
( <--- \This way to heaven )
BASH 1 of it all, next will come soon.
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| I told myself I wouldn't live through the cameras anymore, but it was a lie. |
[12 Sep 2007|10:27am] |
I kinda feel bad..
I'm skipping school.. but i dont want too, but dont want to go to school either?
My mom was stalking me while i was 'riding to school' wtf?!
anyways, videos paramore!
pictures will be up later (i'm too lazy)
Woah watching the fall out boy videos back from march gives me chills again.
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[28 Aug 2007|09:19pm] |
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Lets try to fix this thing we've created.
It destroys us, eats us up inside.
It's a win-win situation, but not for me baby.
No, all i can do is lose.
What if our lives were a movie and our destination could be chosen,
pick the wrong direction? Why not use the rewind button and pick the other way around.
If life was this easy people wouldn't have to rob themselves from their lives.
Would save some tears and funerals.
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[21 Aug 2007|11:35pm] |
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| An a-normal case of self expression.
Shallow those tears. kill the ghosts
dont think about it ohno oh no. dont you think about it.
Try to fixate on something else. the one thing you wanted, couldn't have it.
No you couldnt. Why does this make you sad? Think about it ( you sure you didnt have it?)
Dry those tears little kid and lets play.
Its not worth it. Choke and die, dont search something behind this words.
Im just being me, you should try that too somtimes
Fill up your cart to go, where are you going?
To hell of course, because thats where you deserve to be.
Come lets eat some pie and watch you choke.
Cherry stuck in your throat, sugar in your head and the coke in your blood.
No you didnt die from choking. You died of hate.
Everybody hates you and still you feel loved.
Is it a) too much ego or b) so much self hate that you dont seem to care.
Dont you get it. dont you get it?
Dont you try to understand this message, it's not meant for your brain. but for smarter people. |
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[17 Aug 2007|02:04pm] |
I applied to Idols (Dutch version of American Idol) just for fun haha.
and you had to fill in a whole list.
and i got accepted .LOL
Not that i'm going. i wanted the sticker. :/
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